August 02, 2008

i'm just... i'm just... i'm just scared and i just want you to hold me. and i don't, cause i don't want you to think i'm a stupid kid that needs you in every step of the way. i don't want to look imature or needy or... i don't want you to think, i want you to feel... feel that you woke up something that i've felt only a few times and that is stronger now. something that i can't even realize cause is way too big to figure out. and i don't want this to be missed, to become nothing or just a memory... and just a memory is sadder than nothing at all. :~

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